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Just me again!
WOW I haven't done this for a long time!!
I went to the movies Friday, Sat. and Sunday!!
I am also excited because I got a new laptop. One of those Apple ones.
ANyways: I have been great as always kinda worried of my friend because I believe that she is not that happy. Only if she could be. She decerves the best and I wish her luck. I am afraid if she get hurts that she will freak out!! I have known her ever. I helped her when she got the shortest hair cut. We went to school together for the longest time. I have always admired her because I know that she can be what ever and some one great. I just wish she could see that in herself. She has also helped me in many ways that she can't imagine. She was there when I was in High School.She was the one that told me someone was not the right one for me and mostly she inspired me to stop cursing. She has turned into a great person and I can see that she has many more horizons to cross. I wish that we were closer know but since I moved it is been hard since I have my goals in finishing school and nothing else. I want to let her know that she has my heart in her hands and that no matter happens that I will be here with doors wide open!!
August 1 2005, 17:28:20 UTC 6 years ago
August 2 2005, 07:00:14 UTC 6 years ago
I know that Chris was a dork but only if you got to know the sweet person he was and yes he loved me for the weird dorky person that was and that was all I cared too. But at the end we went our sepreate ways and it has been for the good. I feel like I got a second life to do for all the lost time I spent loving. Now I get to be me and actually just think of what is better for me. I know that somethime I will have to find the right one and all I wish is that they accept me for who I am and Love me unconditionally even if they are weird and think they know it all. I just want to be loved by the right person. I even had people asking me to marry them!!! That is so crazy!! I am not ready and will not be untill three more years or sooo!!
I guess I just want to tell you is that your number one on my list.
P.s. don't tell anyone but the crazy thing is that I can not tell just anyone that I love them. Actually I have just told Christopher!! So sad but true.